Friend: Hey, it’s been a while! Everything ok?
Me: [Well. Lately I seem to not be able to concentrate on anything, I can’t complete any kind of assignment (so I’m basically wasting time instead of studying), I can’t focus and I can’t find anything able to hold my interest for more than 5 seconds -be it music or books or TV shows or whatever. I eat until I’m sick or nothing at all, I can’t find a single reason to get out of bed in the morning and I’m always tired because I go to sleep around 5 am, when I bother. Then again, what’s the point in going to bed if I can’t sleep? I cry for no reason whatsoever in the middle of doing something else and I can’t come up with a reason not to hurt myself that doesn’t involve making my parents sad. I am decidedly not happy. I am pretty sure I’m on my way to depression, but I really can’t talk about it with my friends, because I really feel like I don’t have any right to be depressed. I mean, my family is ok, my parents love me, we have money -not loads of it, but we manage. I can afford superior education and medical care. I also have friends, who would probably listen to me if I spoke my problems out loud, but what kind of friend would I be if I just unashamedly poured all this stuff on someone else’s shoulders? And I can’t talk to my family, my sister is way too young, my brother would panic and my parents have their own issues, just like everybody. So no. Definitely not ok.] Yeah, same old, nothing special… you?
just a quick thing to remind everybody perfection is real…
I found the gif online, I own nothing. especially no Fassbender, which is plain sad and unfair.